2009... Really?

It's hard to believe 2009 is here already. I always thought it cliche' but it's true, the older I get the faster the years fly by.

While I can't quite believe the holidays are almost over and the new year is beginning, it does cause me to reflect on the expectations I have for 2009. I'm not one for new years resolutions. For me, it's always been "in one year and out the other" (hehehe). But, I do have some goals.

First of all, I want to shoot more photos this year. I've been laxed in my photography. Part of it may be because I'm not scrapping much, but I want to get back to taking my camera out more often and shooting regularly. I need to get out with my photowalk group. Heather is really inspiring me to learn and grow as a photographer.

I will also get back to eating healthy again. We took a couple of months break, and I can say I was good enough to not gain any of my weight loss back...but it's time to get serious again. I have a mini-goal set for July (when Cheryl gets home).

Next goal...change of jobs. (Anyone from work reading this, you didn't see that). It's time to find something I can enjoy, or at least tolerate and not hate. I'm not sure what's out there for me, but I need to explore some options.

Last one for now. Keep the creative side of me flowing. I have found out that I need to nurture that side of me to feel balance. So, I will make more time for it, whether it's paper or altered, or clay, or whatever... just "play time" as Jen so wonderfully calls it. I need to play more!

Dakota's story

Christmas is the time for miracles...The Amidei's have one of their own. I thought now is a great time to share it. So, sit back and enjoy the story of Dakota, our miracle dog.

We've had Dakota since he was a 6-week-old puppy. He has been Tom's "buddy" for 10+ years now. He has intensity like no other dog I've ever known, and that focus has always been on balls. Big, little, heavy, light, anything round means it's time to fetch.

It was a common June morning. Tom and Dakota walked with Haley down to the park where they said goodbye to her as she traipsed the last block off to school. The best way to make Kota happy was to run him until your arm couldn't throw the ball any longer. After a few minutes, Kota started limping on his way back from running for the ball. By the time he got back to Tom, he collapsed and couldn’t move any further. Tom had to carry him home.

Honestly, together as a family we went to the vet that day believing we were probably going to have to put him down.

He didn’t seem in pain, just mostly scared and in shock, understandably so. The vet offered us hope, said there was a chance with some steroids that he might regain use of his legs, and we would probably know within a couple of weeks. They taught us how to use a towel to move him around, supporting his hind legs and letting him use his front.

We brought him home, hopeful but still very unsure. The first couple of weeks one of us slept downstairs with him. He was so scared. It was a long long couple of weeks and we knew we were facing tough decisions ahead.

Our neighbor, Angela did some acupuncture on him, we gave him lots of love and care…but after several months the best we got out of the treatments was him lifting his tail to wag it slightly. We resolved to do whatever it took to keep him with us, comfortable and happy. He was still Kota in spirit, but just not in body.

He started being able to drag himself in the house, scooting along on his rear, learning to manoeuvre around, but we still had to carry him outside and help him stand to relieve himself.

Three or four months had passed, we had been told that if he hadn’t improved by now, he was as good as he was going to get.

We got him a wheelchair/cart type set-up. It took a couple of tries to get one that fit his body just right, but once we got it correct…he took off. Tom literally has to get on his bike to keep up with the dog. He gets in that cart and immediately knows his freedom again.

We noticed he started showing signs of having strength in one of his legs, occasionally propping himself up on three of his four legs. Tom started leaving that leg down during short walks, allowing him to use it. That leg continued to get stronger and stronger.

Now, we are seeing movement out of his weaker leg as well. He can stand on all fours, although not for long periods of time. He can walk on all fours. He’s wobbly, and can’t go long periods but he’s walking. Going up steps is still a challenge for him as well. But he can go outside without help, stand to eat and relieve himself when needed. He even chases the ball and wants to play. He’s happy to chase the puppy around to exert his “authority” over him as well. He’s gaining strength and movement more each day.

He’s our miracle dog…still bringing us joy and companionship each day we have with him. It’s been a wonderful lesson to all of us. Taking care of him, struggling with him and nurturing him.

Before I retire to my craft room for a morning of play, I am visiting some blogs, connecting with friends and relishing the quiet that surrounds me.

I'm struck with emotions for some reason this morning.

I'm touched by the beauty that Cheryl and Dean found in spending Christmas away from family.

I'm in total awe of Jen's dedication to teaching and sharing her joys, not to mention the way she inspires my creative side and my soul.

I'm smiling remembering the warmth that surrounded us with family this last few days. But also missing those who couldn't be here.

I'm longing for the company of my best friend, who seems so far away...who should have been with us this year. But who will bring me much comfort and joy soon.

I'm thinking of how much pleasure it gave me to see my favorite piece of jewelry hanging around my mother's neck.

I'm thanking God today for blessing me so richly.

Yes yes.... I'm a blubbering, emotional, sappy woman.

But then again, you all know that about me.

Countdown 'till Christmas

The Christmas Eve celebrations have wound down. We've spent a glorious evening with both Tom's family and mine. Presents have been exchanged, food has been enjoyed and relationships have been re-established. Life is soooo good.

All that's left is to wait until a certain munchkin is asleep (and not just faking it) so that I can "take care of some business" and get to sleep myself. I've turned on some of my favorite Christmas music. The kind that makes me want to listen to the same songs over and over.

It's peaceful here right now....the only lights on are from the Christmas tree and the computer screen. I look forward to the morning and all the excitement it will bring...but for now, peace has settled in my soul. Contentment is brought on by being with my loved ones, sharing such wonderful family time.

Some times I am amazed at how truly blessed I am. Now is one of those times!

My new obsession

My mother sums it up best....she always says when I do something, I can't do it half-way. I do it to obsession. I won't argue that point - she's right. There are very few people in this world who know me as well as mom, and anyone of them would agree as well.

So, having said all that.....here's my latest obsession. (Blame it on Jen!)

I can't seem to stop making these beautiful pendants. I've been playing around with all kinds of different effects and feel like I'm starting to really "make them my own".

Everyone at work always comes looking for me each day - they know I'll have a different one on. In fact, some have like them so much they've bought them right off my neck. That's ok! I know I can come home and make more....aw shucks, huh?

Any guess what some of my favorite people will be getting for x-mas? Ops...probably shouldn't have spilled those beans.

Hazey last fews days

I've lost the last few days.

I had my dental surgery on Tuesday and it's been a blur ever since. Today is the first day I've felt half-way decent, although even now I'm thinking some pain med's are in my near future. I've been in bed most of the time for the last few days.

I'm looking forward to feeling better this weekend and getting a whole lot more accomplished.
Here's to feeling good again!

Christmas Arrived

We got to bring in Christmas with Santa Clause last night. He was round, jolly and oh so familiar. Haley got to be Santa's helper at Leslie's church Christmas party, while Tom? well, he was "around" joining in on the fun somewhere (wink wink).

After the party, we drove through some of the more affluent homes in the area and enjoyed seeing all the holiday decorations. We stopped at our favorite, one that always draws a crowd. I've never seen anything quite like it and each year they seem to add a little more to the festive look.

I'm not sure I'd want to set up and take down all this stuff, but what a wonderful display of holiday cheer. It helped get me more in the mood for Christmas. My favorite time of the year.